Relieved

Today was a tiring day, but i felt a little relieved.

Yesterday,

The research and development stuffs, my group members had divided the job quite well, and they had some progression.

So, they can do it without me for the moment. Just hope that, they don't always waiting, and procrastinating.

This afternoon,

And, about KRS, it was a safe and nice day today. We don't have time for KRS's session. Besides, we can leave all the KRS stuffs till next year. Yeah man...

Now,

Maybe I'm still thinking too much for the moment. I really need some rest, stay calm, and not thinking too much.

I'm Really Stressed

In charge of many things recently.

There are a lot of things need to be done.

Actually, many of it can be done by other people, but they just... somehow, like waiting me to do it, or plan it.

At the begining, I was able to get it all done.

Recently,

I'm really stressed. Having problems on getting on bed, seriously lack of quality time.

And, now...

I decided, to start letting go part of my works, let it done by others. Maybe things came out isn't that bad as i thought. Or perhaps, its my aim is too high. I wanted things to be done perfectly.

I feels lonely too. I felt that, I don't have someone to rely on.

Feels like I'm dealing with many tasks and prblems myself alone most of the time.

I need someone that can give me help when I needed it. Not those just saying one, I mean those really can give me help in a useful way.

Anyway, thanks for reading,

have a nice day.

Recently...

Just don't know why, recently keep thinking lots of things.

All of it coming to my mind non stop... Mostly about future. About career, and things I need to own.

Future is really kinda scary.

A few of my friends said that, I think too much. I know it too, but i just can't stop thinking. I felt that many people, mostly are my family members, are looking up at me. I really feel stress, and end up eating lots of chips and tib bits to let me stay focus on the thing I am doing.

Hopefully, I can get over this as soon as possible.

Thanks for reading.

Quote of the day

Quote of the day

Failing to plan,

is planning to fail.

Problems... ... To decide...

All of a sudden, feels like my schedule are so packed. So many things need to be done in so limited time.

Feels like many duties n jobs given to me in the same moment. Sometimes its hard to prioritize too. I think I should give up as part time tutor or give less tutor class, but, I need extra income. Further more, I'm the chairman of Teens Cadet Society now, I need to plan a list of things.

Really need to think about it wisely. I'm not afraid of facing difficulties, but I'm afraid that I will make a wrong decision. As one decisions will linked to another thing.

So, sometime really having problems on deciding things. Really which I could find someone that can help me to decide.

《静思语》

《静思语》

若能从物质的爱欲中跳脱出来，

心自然天广地阔，

无限丰饶。

I want it too...

Hi, finally i start writing post again.

This morning, i saw a girl, riding on a Kawasaki KLX ( with "P", which means she is still around my age too ). Wow! i wanted it too. i want a Kawasaki KRR. I'm really satisfy even just to have it in 250cc. But, my mom said that i need to fetch my sister. So, at least i need to wait till my sister got her driving license, then only i can get a bike like those. Which means, i still need to wait at least two years. On the other hand, the good thing is, i had a car now. Maybe it's is old, but it's still in a good condition.

Moral of the day

We can't get things that we want all the time. So, it's best we appreciate what we have now.

Thanks for reading. = )

I will try to update my blogmore frequent.