Revolution of CNY

Happy Chinese New Year everyone.

Another year has passed, and another year had came.

For me,

I'm not really in the CNY mood yet,

even though its beginning of a new year already.

My family,

especially my dad.

I don't know why,

why is he always the mood spoiler.

Going back hometown during CNY suppose to be

in a happy environment,

but end up rushing back,

and something was left at home.

Until just now still keep arguing, blaming each other.

What a year.

Revolution of CNY,

many youth changed.

Many of them seldom concern about the real meaning of new year,

their main concern is,

how much angpau money they can get.

While at the mean time,

Adults are so well behaved in front of others,

but many unseen stories in between it.

There are many silly arguments behind all those fake smiles.

People nowadays are very money-minded,

facing difficulties on tolerating with others,

very likely to hold really firm on

what they think is correct.

There are really many more things

I saw,

I realise,

but can't write it all out at once.

Give me some time,

I will work it out for you people

who enjoy reading about

my true feelings & stories here.

Thanks for reading, and

once again,

Wish you all had a real truly Happy Chinese New Year.

Its Sunday

Today is Sunday, it's a normal and simple Sunday.

Just had sausage with bread,

some sliced cucumber,

chips,

a small drink

and some music for my lunch.

Just a simple meal,

on a simple day,

and it's

what I want.

Tidying up my messy bed after lunch.

Not to forget my desk too.

This are what Sundays suppose to be,

at least for me.

Getting things done in a slow pace,

just for today.

There had been rushing for

quite some time, since last holiday.

Finally, now

I had some time,

my own time

for myself.

Not spending too much time here

for today;

Still got half a Sunday

waiting me to enjoy it.

Thanks for reading.

Wish you had a happy Sunday.

Difference Nor ?

Its a brand new year,

I saw many things changed.

People, market trend,

way of doing things,

and even myself too.

Well, physically I didn't changed that much.

Still having similiar hair style,

same specs, same smile on the same face.

But, my thinking are different now.

I can feel that the way

I judge the state of affair are different.

All of a sudden, I think that

everything happens for some reasons,

or at least an objective.

We need to see it in different views.

There are always complicated details in a simple things.

But, why?

Why can't we just make it

more simple, and easier.

Why are people keep demanding for more,

but seldom commit to others?

Why can't they be satisfy and grateful of what they have?

What a simple thing, and

there are so many things related into it.

For me,

I will continue doing the things that I think it right.

I will do things without asking for pay back,

but it doesn't means I will do everything.

I'm not being selfish,

it just I got nothing to lost.

Thanks for reading,

Have a nice day.

《静思语》

《静思语》

人若能减低欲望，

生活上

便没有什么值得计较。

New Year, New Aims

I realized and learned a thing at the end of last year,

That is not to be so persistent.

Things will not always go according to what we planned.

Besides,

we won't able to get things we want most of the time,

because everything is interrelated to each other.

Too many conditions, too many backgrounds...

What we can do is just to manipulate us,

so that we can keep our pace with the change.

Year of 2011,

an important year again.

Will be taking an exam,

which decides where will I be for the following years.

I know its really crucial.

I will give all out, and do the best for it.

I said it, I meant it.

Another aim of this year is,

I want to say goodbye to Mr Lonely.

Really need someone,

which we can share everything with each other,

joy and sorrow...

Okay, that's it for now.

Gotta sleep. Good nights people.

Well, I know

Well, second camp had just over.

During this time, all of us need to write

our feelings,

some significant things happened on that day, and

pass it up to the teacher at the end of the day.

I wrote my feelings and things I wanted to present on my journal

and, from teacher's comment,

I can feel that its encouraging me to do better.

However, things that mentioned,

I'm already doing it most of the time, I'm not trying to be proud here.

They also mentioned, behind every success person,

there are sorrows which other people don't know.

I guess, I am facing some of it now.

The following camp,

not much focus on learning new things,

but to gain more experience.

I Will Be Myself

It has been for some time,

keeps on doing things that

I'm not so happy with it.

Just because they asked,

and I had to get through so many things.

Yes, I do learnt things, gained new experience from it,

but, I think I can learn it with some other happy ways.

Never mind,

from now on,

I won't keep doing things that people asked me to.

I will think before I take any action.

I will not keep on tolerating other people.

The one that will not care what other people thinking about me.

Yes, this is me, the real me.

The happier me..

End of the post.

Thx for readin'

Hav'a nice day.