Chinese New Year coming soon , I had bought some new clothing, and I'm sure many of us did it well too.
In this Chinese New Year, normally for tops, I prefer normal t-shirts, mostly in white. I wanna to try something new. I bought a few shirt that looks quite nice, and I liked it too. It wasn't my style, but I still bought it, just because I wanted to trying new things. It looks good on me when I'm in the fitting room before I bought it.
However, recently when I was trying it again in my house, because going out for dad's office's reunion dinner. I just don't know what the hell goes wrong. It just keep looks very weird.
In the end, I went to the reunion dinner with a normal white t-shirt with some graphics on it with a long pants and sports shoe. Just as usual. Only one thing special this time, I wore a diamond ear ring.
Lessons Learned
You are what you are. There is no need to be, or try to be special, because yourself is special enough. Just be yourself.
Thanks for reading. there will be more new posts soon.
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
No comment on this...
My salary slip:
( Click on the image to have a zoomed view. )
Working period:
Monday - Friday,
9.00am - 7.30pm.
Average pay - 3 Ringgit and Cents 81 Only per hour.
Any one having lower pay then me, and longer working period then me, please let me know. If there is really that someone.
( Click on the image to have a zoomed view. )
Working period:
Monday - Friday,
9.00am - 7.30pm.
Average pay - 3 Ringgit and Cents 81 Only per hour.
Any one having lower pay then me, and longer working period then me, please let me know. If there is really that someone.
Monday, February 1, 2010
Road could not be taken...
A very familiar title. But, still something different. Have a look if you feel free.
Spm had over for some time. Everyone start doing their own thing, some starting to take part time jobs, some going to college, hanging around with friends, etc etc, and starting to chose their own road soon.
Right after Spm, I had a few choices and some plans in my mind.
Here's where the story started.
My first planning is to take Form 6 and going for local university, and before i get my Spm results, i planning to work at a tuition center. I think my plan was not bad, and i can continue to walk on my road. But something happen... Too many things happened.
Around the end of December 09, the clerk in my uncle's office just fired her boss off. And one day, while I was having dinner with my family, including those uncles and aunts. And someone asked my uncle: "Last time you brought him traveling at other country before right? Your office is lack of a clerk right? Why don't you ask your nephew to take the job temperately. " And then, my uncle asked me to start working at his office on January. What the...
I tried to tell him, I had already interview for a job in a tuition center, but he said what can i learn in a tuition center? Nothing... And he called me to work there and learn to use Microsoft Excel and all those computer stuffs. So, i left no choice but to accept it, and leave the road that could not be taken.
As time passed by, I had been working at there for a month. Still not quite use to it. Many of those data are very complicated. I still tried my best to finish every one of my assessments and worksheets. I had to spend half of the day facing computer every Monday to Friday.
Just because he brought me traveling for a few times, does this means I had to help him when ever he needs? Why can't I chose the thing I wanted to do for the moment? I had been studying more then 12 years on the things which I am not that interested in. And now still ... fine. Now 1 month had passed, and I already can use Microsoft Excel well.
So, do I still need to do this job?
Recently, he also asked me, what I planning to study in future. I told him i wanted to take Form 6. And he said what for take Form 6? What for to waste the time to do Form 6. He can sponsor me to take college. But, I'm worried that, will there be a chance that in the future, someone saying this to me: your uncle sponsored so much on your studies, now's the time you help him back in his business. Many people will think that, why not? The business is already there, I just have to keep it running. The main thing is, I will be tied up forever. I will had to work for him forever no matter what happened. And if I didn't worked for him, there will be thousands of finger pointing on me.
So, I'm still quite confused now. Not sure which road is best for me yet.
Moral of The Story
Nothing is free. There is always a price of the thing you get. So, think wise before you accept it.
Once again, thanks for reading. Have a nice day.
Spm had over for some time. Everyone start doing their own thing, some starting to take part time jobs, some going to college, hanging around with friends, etc etc, and starting to chose their own road soon.
Right after Spm, I had a few choices and some plans in my mind.
Here's where the story started.
My first planning is to take Form 6 and going for local university, and before i get my Spm results, i planning to work at a tuition center. I think my plan was not bad, and i can continue to walk on my road. But something happen... Too many things happened.
Around the end of December 09, the clerk in my uncle's office just fired her boss off. And one day, while I was having dinner with my family, including those uncles and aunts. And someone asked my uncle: "Last time you brought him traveling at other country before right? Your office is lack of a clerk right? Why don't you ask your nephew to take the job temperately. " And then, my uncle asked me to start working at his office on January. What the...
I tried to tell him, I had already interview for a job in a tuition center, but he said what can i learn in a tuition center? Nothing... And he called me to work there and learn to use Microsoft Excel and all those computer stuffs. So, i left no choice but to accept it, and leave the road that could not be taken.
As time passed by, I had been working at there for a month. Still not quite use to it. Many of those data are very complicated. I still tried my best to finish every one of my assessments and worksheets. I had to spend half of the day facing computer every Monday to Friday.
Just because he brought me traveling for a few times, does this means I had to help him when ever he needs? Why can't I chose the thing I wanted to do for the moment? I had been studying more then 12 years on the things which I am not that interested in. And now still ... fine. Now 1 month had passed, and I already can use Microsoft Excel well.
So, do I still need to do this job?
Recently, he also asked me, what I planning to study in future. I told him i wanted to take Form 6. And he said what for take Form 6? What for to waste the time to do Form 6. He can sponsor me to take college. But, I'm worried that, will there be a chance that in the future, someone saying this to me: your uncle sponsored so much on your studies, now's the time you help him back in his business. Many people will think that, why not? The business is already there, I just have to keep it running. The main thing is, I will be tied up forever. I will had to work for him forever no matter what happened. And if I didn't worked for him, there will be thousands of finger pointing on me.
So, I'm still quite confused now. Not sure which road is best for me yet.
Moral of The Story
Nothing is free. There is always a price of the thing you get. So, think wise before you accept it.
Once again, thanks for reading. Have a nice day.
Friday, November 13, 2009
I am not myself? I am?
(to-be-continue-part 2)
有时候，我真的不知道我是谁。不过，有时候，我觉得我很像小草。
小草是一个生命力很强并不怕风吹，不怕日晒，
不怕雨打。连儿歌也唱着：“大风起，把头摇一摇- - - - - -大雨来，弯着背让雨浇”。俗语说：“野火烧不尽，春风吹又生”，就是指小草那不躯不挠的精神。
小草虽然有着令人佩服的精神，但却没有人知道小草背后令人流泪的伤心事。小草觉得自己没什么用处。生长在路边的小草还没那么惨。要是生在某家后院的盆栽旁就遭了。不被放在眼里就算了，还会很快的被铲除。日子就了,公路要阔建，路边的小草也被铲走了。现在只剩下森林可以容下一些比较幸运的小草。但在过一些日子后，政府要盖大楼，开发了树林。大树被翻种了，小草并没有。
小草虽然有着一点让人佩服的东西，但却没有人把他放在眼里，甚至就要到了一个连容身之地也没有了的地步。那，小草，他还会有目标，梦想。但他还会一直有要追求目标和梦想的斗志吗？
一个以经没有斗志去追求目标和梦想的小草 上
有时候，我真的不知道我是谁。不过，有时候，我觉得我很像小草。
小草是一个生命力很强并不怕风吹，不怕日晒，
不怕雨打。连儿歌也唱着：“大风起，把头摇一摇- - - - - -大雨来，弯着背让雨浇”。俗语说：“野火烧不尽，春风吹又生”，就是指小草那不躯不挠的精神。小草虽然有着令人佩服的精神，但却没有人知道小草背后令人流泪的伤心事。小草觉得自己没什么用处。生长在路边的小草还没那么惨。要是生在某家后院的盆栽旁就遭了。不被放在眼里就算了，还会很快的被铲除。日子就了,公路要阔建，路边的小草也被铲走了。现在只剩下森林可以容下一些比较幸运的小草。但在过一些日子后，政府要盖大楼，开发了树林。大树被翻种了，小草并没有。
小草虽然有着一点让人佩服的东西，但却没有人把他放在眼里，甚至就要到了一个连容身之地也没有了的地步。那，小草，他还会有目标，梦想。但他还会一直有要追求目标和梦想的斗志吗？
一个以经没有斗志去追求目标和梦想的小草 上
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
I am not myself? I am?
I am not myself now. I don't know who am i now. Sometimes, i feel that i'm a book. I'm in a good place known as library. But, i'm packed among other books. Covering with glass on the shelf, having little air to breath with.Some people will probably thinking that i'm insane now. U can always just press alt + F4 anytime if you are not interested on this.
I'm packed among other people of a kind right now, facing plenty of stress. I have some knowledge on me, just like a book. But, not everyone came to this library read this book.
Even worse, after someone read that book, they drawing all over that book or even tearing out pages from the book. Just like now, someone keep asking me to do those things that i don't want to, andit hurts my feelings. Please stop asking me doing all the things that i don't wanted.
When can i get out of all these...
(to-be-continue)
Written with sincere. Thanks for reading.
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